update on the day

Okay, I know I posted already but I'm just so miffed that I can't avoid the blog....

She is insane. She is just a heartless bitch and I'm tired of having her looming in the shadows. Derek would say she's nothing- that she's not even anything worth worrying about... but I can't help but want to just kill her. I seriously seriously know that if I saw her- I'd have to punch her. I was always taught "violence never solves anything" but for god sakes if I were to hit someone in my life it'd be her. I just hate her with every fiber of my being. She is just cruel. And she thinks she rules the world- I just want to knock her out. Take her off that pedestal- make her cry.

Those are terrible things to say- but I mean them. I really mean them. So help me god- if I ever come across her- she's a dead woman.

Now, with that out of my system....

here's an update on todays goings on...


√ I have to mail in my insurance that's due the 27th...
√ I have to mail in my voter registration. I feel guiltier and guiltier every day I don't.
I have to do my laundry.
I have to fold said laundry.
I have to buy a new phone.

I'm putting off the phone until my next paycheck.
I'm doing my last load of darks now- I have to fold all my laundry.
I'd really like to wash my comforter- and one of these days I'm going to get around refilling my pillow. Over the years it's gotten so soft I need to re-stuff it.

The office-type space is up and running. It's nice to have a place to rest and do my homework as opposed to doing it on my bed.

On a side note: I'm tired of everyone yelling at me for wanting to vote McCain. Obama, Obama,Obama. I'm tired of hearing about him and how he represents change. At work, that's all I hear- Obama this, I love Barack, Obama, Obama, Obama.... blah blah blah. I like Palin, I like McCain... I am voting for them and that's that.

I spun around in my chair just now and I noticed my coheed and cambria poster still duct taped to my wall- I got up and tore it down. That represents the old me. I am a new person- I haven't listened to Coheed since Brian and I broke up- which is a good thing. I surprisingly don't miss it. I want to get a piece of art and hang it there- a kurt halsey or something.

I found the proofs of Derek and in Silver Dollar City at the Old West photo- cracks me up.