Okay, I know I posted already but I'm just so miffed that I can't avoid the blog....
She is insane. She is just a heartless bitch and I'm tired of having her looming in the shadows. Derek would say she's nothing- that she's not even anything worth worrying about... but I can't help but want to just kill her. I seriously seriously know that if I saw her- I'd have to punch her. I was always taught "violence never solves anything" but for god sakes if I were to hit someone in my life it'd be her. I just hate her with every fiber of my being. She is just cruel. And she thinks she rules the world- I just want to knock her out. Take her off that pedestal- make her cry.
Those are terrible things to say- but I mean them. I really mean them. So help me god- if I ever come across her- she's a dead woman.
Now, with that out of my system....
here's an update on todays goings on...
√ I have to mail in my insurance that's due the 27th...
√ I have to mail in my voter registration. I feel guiltier and guiltier every day I don't.
I have to do my laundry.
I have to fold said laundry.
I have to buy a new phone.
I'm putting off the phone until my next paycheck.
I'm doing my last load of darks now- I have to fold all my laundry.
I'd really like to wash my comforter- and one of these days I'm going to get around refilling my pillow. Over the years it's gotten so soft I need to re-stuff it.
The office-type space is up and running. It's nice to have a place to rest and do my homework as opposed to doing it on my bed.
On a side note: I'm tired of everyone yelling at me for wanting to vote McCain. Obama, Obama,Obama. I'm tired of hearing about him and how he represents change. At work, that's all I hear- Obama this, I love Barack, Obama, Obama, Obama.... blah blah blah. I like Palin, I like McCain... I am voting for them and that's that.
I spun around in my chair just now and I noticed my coheed and cambria poster still duct taped to my wall- I got up and tore it down. That represents the old me. I am a new person- I haven't listened to Coheed since Brian and I broke up- which is a good thing. I surprisingly don't miss it. I want to get a piece of art and hang it there- a kurt halsey or something.
I found the proofs of Derek and in Silver Dollar City at the Old West photo- cracks me up.
2.9.08
September 2nd, 2008
So Fall is looming. I couldn't be more pleased.
I love the smell in the air- it's fresh, clean, new- soon leaves will be changing and it will be just beautiful. I think I'm going to talk Derek into going to Cantigny to walk to the grounds. I just want to walk hand in hand with him through the trees.
Fall is for Lovers.
So I woke up early today- drove Lindsay to school then came home- crawled back into bed to start paying bills. Well, bill, my insurance- but still- that's a lot of money to give up. I work hard for that money- and to write a check (equivalent to two paychecks... well, one and half) is a lot to give up. Thank god it's only once every six months. I don't have to pay it again until March.
Derek and I bought and Xbox 360. I told him I'd buy it for him if he went to the combined family party on Monday and he did. He was upset when I told him I was buying it for him so he gave me like 2/3rds of it. He refused to let me buy it so I took his money, bought the console and GTA IV. I know he'll like it- it'll change things up a bit from EQ.
I know today's my only day off this week- so I take advantage of it. I wake up, run my errands- which included spending another 400 dollars on my insurance, mailing my voter registration (FINALLY!!) and attempting to sell back my old books (made a whopping 25 dollars). Now, I'm home- having finished my driving errands and must complete a few household chores. I have to finish my laundry and clean my room. I need to- it'll feel real good when I finish. I'm going to clean off my desk. Get an office type space going. Set up my printer that's been out of commision since I got it. Hopefully when Derek gets off work I'll have his xbox bowed and ready to give to him. I think I might bring him some wiper fluid too cause he's been out for a while and his windshield is dirty.
Well, enough chit chat- time to do laundry.
I love the smell in the air- it's fresh, clean, new- soon leaves will be changing and it will be just beautiful. I think I'm going to talk Derek into going to Cantigny to walk to the grounds. I just want to walk hand in hand with him through the trees.
Fall is for Lovers.
So I woke up early today- drove Lindsay to school then came home- crawled back into bed to start paying bills. Well, bill, my insurance- but still- that's a lot of money to give up. I work hard for that money- and to write a check (equivalent to two paychecks... well, one and half) is a lot to give up. Thank god it's only once every six months. I don't have to pay it again until March.
Derek and I bought and Xbox 360. I told him I'd buy it for him if he went to the combined family party on Monday and he did. He was upset when I told him I was buying it for him so he gave me like 2/3rds of it. He refused to let me buy it so I took his money, bought the console and GTA IV. I know he'll like it- it'll change things up a bit from EQ.
I know today's my only day off this week- so I take advantage of it. I wake up, run my errands- which included spending another 400 dollars on my insurance, mailing my voter registration (FINALLY!!) and attempting to sell back my old books (made a whopping 25 dollars). Now, I'm home- having finished my driving errands and must complete a few household chores. I have to finish my laundry and clean my room. I need to- it'll feel real good when I finish. I'm going to clean off my desk. Get an office type space going. Set up my printer that's been out of commision since I got it. Hopefully when Derek gets off work I'll have his xbox bowed and ready to give to him. I think I might bring him some wiper fluid too cause he's been out for a while and his windshield is dirty.
Well, enough chit chat- time to do laundry.
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