12.9.08

So I found one flaw in my current job.
When I'm having a bad day, and just need a break- I can't go anywhere to cool off- I'd really love to almost smoke a cigarette but that's not happening.

I can't just go to the dairy cooler and get a hug from Derek anymore.... and yesterday I really needed it. *sigh*

I hate that my airport is down and I can't access this from anywhere but the family computer.
The keys are hard to press compared to my lap top. blah.

another LONG day innn the works.... wish me luck.