life is short...

so a kid i went to high school with was fatally injured in a motorcycle accident yesterday.

It's a weird feeling.

I didn't know him super well- but I had shared a conversation or two with him. He was my age- he died on his birthday. I feel terrible for his family.

Work is stressing me out.
October is looming.
All I wanna do is drive somewhere I can appreciate the fall colors with Derek. I wanna walk down an empty sidewalk, hand-in-hand and just take in the fall scents/scenery.

I want to move out.
I want an apartment with him.

Am i crazy?
I can't stop thinking about all the things I want to accomplish in life. Everything Iwant to do- what I want to see.

*shakes head*
I need to go to bed.