I wish I had more time to spend with Sara.
I miss MK- I hope she's okay.

I need to get ahead of myself- finish xmas shopping/wrapping/planning.

I need to wrap Derek's anniversary gift- we decided to go to Ditka's for dinner. He made reservations without me telling him too haha. He's come a long way since a year ago.

I can't believe it's been a year. Wow.

The open house is tomorrow. I feel like I've been cleaning for months- it's only been a week. Longest week of my life. I'm not really looking forward to this whole thing- I'm not really one to kiss major ass and schmooze. I wouldn't mind if I could come and go as I please but no, I have to be there from 2-8 instead of like 4:14 to 5:21. I have to be professional- I have to look nice. Ugh. I'm thinking my dress is a bit too formal. Oh well.

I'm excited to go to dinner with Derek. It'll be nice to be 'grown ups'

Tomorrow morning I have to:
-buy closed toed black shoes- possibly pumps or mary janes *(which cover my tattoo perfectly)*
-get a pedicure- why you ask? because I need it- and even though it's closed toed shoes whatev
-get a haircut and style it so it looks good down for the party
-drive lindsay to school (as always)- she was sick today so I got an extra hour of sleep. It was amazing.

I'm watching Mark Harmon on the Craig Ferguson show and I'm thinking he's got that hot-older man look to him. I heart NCIS- and I've always had a crush on Gibbs- he's kind of a stud.

I should really go to bed- but I haven't found the motivation.

ugh.