dreamin'

I had a dream

I woke up next to him in our own place- just the two of us. I was getting ready for work, showering, getting dressed, putting on my makeup and every time I glanced back to bed he was there sleeping. It was nice.

It was more than nice. It felt right.

I was upset when I woke up and found myself in my own room, with my crap all around me, far away from him. It didn't feel right.

I hate that everyone I know is going back to school- to a place of their own and I have to stay here. I have to stay in a house of rules, where I get criticised for what I do. I hate it.