dreams

I had a dream about Kevin the other night. It was odd... I woke up going... what?

It was awkward.

I was driving back from dropping Lindsay off and I thought about all the people I've dated and how different Derek is from all of them. In pretty much the ultimate test- I surfed facebook, grabbed each of their pictures in what I thought was their "true" light and made a folder of them. I highlighted and clicked on all of them and starred at them like a lineup. Derek stood out so much. Not just because of the way he looked but just the way he carried himself. I've made a lot of mistakes in the past and none of them I really regret because they led me to where I am now.

I am so glad I decided not to go away to school. I would never be where I am today if I had. As tired as I am of the same old same- I'm lucky I am where I am.