stupid direct tv.

Ah, Christmas Eve.

A time for all sorts of things....

like getting your car stuck in the snow ... DAILY
like running around like an idiot because you failed to plan those last minute gifts the first time around- or when you forgot you have to make flowers for four people- whoops
a time to fight with your boyfriend
a time to clean
a time to wrap presents
a time to do some last minute bitching and moaning at 12:29 on a wednesday morning

ugh.

I'm cranky.

I have to stay up to wait for the washing machine so I can change it- then my day is finally over. I can close my eyes, drift of to sleep and wake up as pissed off as I was when I went to bed...

Tomorrow I must:

Wake up, shower, get ready for the day (given)
run to Dominick's- pick up some stuff to make flowers (decide what kinds of flowers I'm making)with, a picture frame and return home
Once at home, I must make flowers for my home, Derek's grandma and Derek's mom. If I have obtained said picture frame, I need to find a good picture of Derek and I to put inside of it to wrap and give to his dad's parent's for christmas.
I need to then change, get ready for Derek's Grandma's house in which I need to wrap his last present so we can exchange tomorrow.

All before 3 pm.

UGH.

I just want to wake up when i please, maybe shower and lay around all day... but no. I can't. BLAH.

I have a million things swimming through my head


He just changed his mind- for the better. Wow. I don't get him sometimes.

I realize to a random stranger reading this it makes no sense. Again... random thoughts motivated this post- ignore it all. Please.