I need to not spend so much time thinking about work.

I lay awake at night thinking

"did I order stuff for this weekend?"
"how am I going to fuck up the Drake this week?"
"What's my wedding going to look like?"
"What's Tammy's deal?"
"Does Lida hate me?"

(the last two were stupid high school crap)

I need to stop spending time on theknot.com

I have gotten to be obsessed.

Sara would understand.

I miss her.

I miss my girls.

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oh how I long for a place of my own int his world.

SARA- GRADUATE so I can get an apartment with you somehwere... NOW.

FASTER.

GEEZ.